I wrote a story bout you

2006-11-13T00:31:00.000+08:00

Rachel Stevens - Heaven Has To Wait (GMTV)

2006-11-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

Spider-Man 3 New Trailer

2006-11-10T10:03:00.000+08:00

S Club 7 - Natural (Music Video) - Rachel Stevens

2006-10-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

The All American Rejects - It Ends Tonight

2006-09-06T14:28:00.000+08:00

Augustana - Boston

2006-09-01T18:23:00.000+08:00

Qian Li Zhi Wai

This is a Single of Jay Chou's latest album 'Still Fantasy' which is ready to hit stores on 8th September. It sounds kinda 'old/retro' but it sounds better as it goes. =)

2006-08-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

ULTRAVIOLET.

Let's just say i finally have the energy to blog for now. Yesterday was MEGALYMPICS! man, it was damn tiring. Not because of soccer but because of 4x400 that was a last minute thing. We pulled out of 4x100 because another team wanted it oh well nvm. I gave my all during 4x400, after the round, i could barely even move my tighs. Looks like i need a tactic or 2 from hammy.

Sigh... we came back empty handed except for chek and frog lol they won in HAMMER. Our high expectation in the soccer event was shattered just by mere luck from the opposing team =( But nevertheless we put up a good fight and learned from the mistakes we made. (Fuck it man, victorians are sneaky.)

I cant believe one of the East Areas actually invited Victoria Sec's athlete team down to play for them, it was so im-bar la. =( im still tired, gonna hit the sack soon.

Team Bumblebee?

2006-08-10T00:46:00.000+08:00

there isnt much time for me to blog here, just got home from 12 hours of "aimlessness". Shall start with some info bout yesterday.

8th August

National day performance in school. Was kinda screwed during the lower sec performance, we had totally no time to check our equipment and stuff. It was just the changing of our clothes, tuning and off we went, on stage. No time for sound check AT ALL. Frankly speaking, i was nervous during the first performance coz WE DIDNT EVEN HAVE A RUN THROUGH. I screwed the solo. Maybe u guys on the floor couldnt hear it because the drums was bloody louder than everything else.

Sigh, but things took a change during the upper sec performance, it was so much more comfortable on stage at that moment compared to the lower sec one. Maybe their claps and cheering motivated the band. Sad to say this but i felt as if i was performing to a bunch of people who knows nothing bout music during the lower sec performance. =(

9th August

We caught the movie "Click", played pool and spent the worst time of my life at Marina Bay steamboat bbq. I hate it when it comes to people who cant handle the crowd and yet want to earn that buck from them, the steamboat bbq was seriously the worst ive ever encountered.

Their service suck, food was pathetic and most imptly, the chair was gruesome. Their "restaurant" was too flooded with people till they had to give us some old dusty, oily, sticky chair to put our butt on. Fuck it man, if they cant even handle simple hygiene how the hell could they handle such a big business. 12 bucks down the oily drain.

I must say that the lady there was kinda smart. She kept on harassing us to pay up while she cleaned the table, afraid that we might hop on to another shop. Dishonest working attitude will bring u no where bitch.

MEGALYMPICS IN ABOUT 11 HOURS TIME!

2006-08-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

Time to blog bout yesterday's event - FOP! Festival of Praise. Sigh.. kinda disappointed that Hillsongs aint here this year, i love their songs. Dont really have comments bout FOP, all in all it wasnt as great as last year. Yeah thats all ive gotta say. The mood wasnt there =( Couldnt get use to the CCC Band songs.

Next up for today, a game of soccer a day keep the fats away =} Joachim and Jeremiah came down today, lol was amazed by their skills man. Hmm... something happened after they left but i aint gonna elaborate on a public space like this.

So, half the team went down to TM's Adidas to try out the jerseys, so happened that size M was so big already. Initially almost the whole team planned on getting size L, thank god we tried them on today. But im still getting an L. =X After all the sizes were settled, only Ben, YongXiang and i went down to peninsula to get the team's jerseys printed, gonna get them back on Monday. YAY. =D

2006-08-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

Went to 'study' at starbucks together with Kang Wei, Ann Hin and Dinisha(Tamil Tiger) today. 7 bucks for a Frap Grande, it's a total rip off man. Heck, shouldve eaten the Tiramisu instead, it looked SOOOO appetizing. I guess group studying isnt for me, i did only nine math questions. And pls for goodness sake, not siglap again. =X

If i stay at home, im bound to touch the com and if i get out of the house for group studying, i end up talking. Sigh, wtf is wrong with me.

I just realised money makes the world go round. Money = the materials of the world. Yes, i need cash now. Lotsa stuff coming up man, Jerseys, Adidas track top and maybe crumpler? Kangwei said his friend could get a 30% off deal on the bags, which is ALOT. DONATIONS PLS. ^-^,,!,,

Next, on to Singapore Idol. I would say that Hady was the best performer tonight and the worst was... er... dont wanna say the name, it breaks my heart. =( Sigh, what happened to Jasmine... SHE PICKED A WRONG SONG! Pls dont be eliminated...

Paul is losing it big time man, if that carries on, he aint gonna get far. =X

Today's episode of 'Love @ 0 Degrees' was so sad... A love triangle seriously suck hard.

Chip & Dale.

2006-07-28T23:01:00.000+08:00

This month's featured artist.

Angels & AirwaveS
We Don't Need to Whisper

1. Valkyrie Missile
2. Distraction
3. Do It For Me Now
4. The Adventure
5. A Little's Enough
6. The War
7. The Gift
8. It Hurts
9. Good Day
10. Start The Machine

____________________________________

Ok, enough bout the artist. Let's get back to wad a blog's for. Hmmm... tell me why a girl gets all paranoid/sad/frustrated/cold when they hear a rumour bout a guy liking them. Is there a problem in their mind or wad? If it's not from the actual person's mouth, anything and everything isnt true, so why? Oh maybe they think the guy isnt good enough or so but still it isnt the guy's fault. He does not deserve any cold treatment. And because of this foolish shit, a friendship might have been destroyed.

2006-07-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

Soccer, soccer and more soccer. Gotta get pumped up for Megalympics Soccer Tournament on 10th August =d. Anyway this week has been rather tiring, and there's much more to come. Auditions for national day concert is tmr, gotta sleep early today. Lotsa stuff to bring tmr man.

2006-07-21T15:52:00.000+08:00

Racial Harmony Day

im feeling like a knight without a sword...
a sky without the sun...
cos you are the one.

Im proud to say... MY CLASS IS SO UNITED. More than 80% of the class was in white instead of the rainbow colours Ms Yew spoke of. Well, anyway there wasnt any lesson conducted today =d.

Only during CME, Mr Chiang lectured us bout the attitude we portray towards his CME Project. He told us bout the first day he stepped into our class and how he was greeted with a sea of gloomy faces, after that he spoke bout how we've matured and now, our rotten attitude. Contradiction on the rise.

During geog Ms Yew just continued her story bout racism, the hitler dictatorship thingy. He killed 6 million Jews during his reign of Germany, bet he's condemmed for eternity man.

Nevertheless, the white people took some pictures today, oops it's Racial Harmony Day. =D

Take a look at that satanic person at the back

Aww... poor ann hin.

MIDDLE FINGER GALORE!

2006-07-20T18:44:00.000+08:00

Im sick.

Not in the mind but in the nose, sigh runny nose is damn irritating la. It's a CHORE (choir) to bring tissues everywhere u go. TMR'S HALF DAY man. Finally.

BUT i aint got any ethnic costume to wear. Thinking back, i should wear an ethnic costume as it's the last year for me in this school. I probably wont have the chance to be a malay or an indian ever again. =
i need a good jamming session tmr.

CALL ME IF U HAVE AN ETHNIC COSTUME UP FOR GRABS.

PS: no prank calls please. i had a scary experience.

2006-07-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY. my nano's resurrected =D thank god man. But im still blaming Leonard for my nano, he caused silence in my ears for a week! and that's painful. So much for 'silence is golden', bullshit.

Chemistry, Geog, English, Math, Social Studies, Physics. Tuesdays officially suck again. Im looking forward to Racial Half day! The word 'half day' just sounds so mesmerising. And for the costumes... nah. I dont want any chance to be chosen as a best dressed couple.

2006-07-14T21:57:00.000+08:00

Oh did i mention that my nano might have the slight glimpse of hope to be resurrected?
Well, yes. Apple had sent my nano for enquiry and if everything goes smoothly, i'll get a brand new nano =D

And then... i'll probably sell it for more money and try to get the N91 4GB phone by Nokia. But i doubt my parents would even see eye to eye bout that =( sigh sigh sigh. My life this week was dull. Boring stuff. Anyway, gym tmr. Gotta burn that extra calorie =}

NEXT BIG THING: Megalympics.

2006-07-11T16:58:00.000+08:00

Firstly my iPod Mini cracked and now my nano.
YES it fucking cracked.
Now... fuck iPods, so much for being labeled 'nano'
So what if it's nano? it breaks so easily, so fragile.
And having articles on how rigid the iPod nano is? Bullshit.

Here's one for u guys to agree on Click Here

and worst of all, the Apple Centre guys DO NOT want to acknowledge the crack on the lcd screen although it is still under warranty, dogs.

This can only prove something, Apple do not produce quality products. Only stylish ones.

2006-07-10T00:25:00.000+08:00

Butch Walker - Bethamphetamine With Avril Lavigne

A new vid featuring Avril Lavigne. Man, she looks good. =D

2006-07-09T14:14:00.000+08:00

The Right To Write Me Off - Amber Pacific

Can we make this last forever
With every word we're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you know

It's growing old to see us torn by every choice that I have made
In every instance you were right to write me off and move ahead
And I think I'd let you down, I'd throw it all away
I never meant to break it up or make you feel this way

It's getting colder through these walls that seem to thin to break us now
A perfect ending still in line though it seems our time is running out
Just a call from you, won't make this go away
I've never felt this day would come, I'll never be the same

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go
Can we make this time together

Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know

Through opened eyes I sense a feeling painted black that lines your heart
It's bleeding through just like the colors that I've seen right from the start
And if I had the choice to do this all again
Would you be inclined to notice it or would you just pretend

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant

And I feel as though I have to let you go
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it hurts to be the only one to know

Remember how we used to be
(How we used to be)
Remember how we used to be
(How we used to be)

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant
And I feel as though I have to let you go
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know

Can we make this last forever
With every word you're growing distant

And I feel as though I have to let you go
Can we make this time together
Seem as though we never started
And it's hard to be the only one to know

GYM TMR. again.

2006-07-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

I PLAYED SOCCER TODAY. =)

It was fun but exhausting, i almost slept during tuition just now =|
Havent touch the ball for a long long time man, or rather... played a game for a long long time.
Screw it, my ankle hurts now. And i have a blister on my right foot.

i need to exercise and not become kaizheng. ==d

-I see your face with every punch I take,
and every bone I break, it's all for you.
And my worst pains are words I cannot say,
still I will always fight on for you.

2006-07-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

I feel it's bout time i started thinking bout my studies and future.
Maybe it's too late but i understand the need to workhard/study hard to pave a future ahead of me.
But the problem lies in "how do i start".
Friends have already started revising and stuff & im just here whining bout it.

They ask, "have you started studying?" and i usually have nothing to say.

I lack concentration span.
Computer's definitely the BIGGEST distraction in my life but i cant bare to part with it... =(
I mean... who could? whos disciplined enough? not me. fuck it.
Today was a bad day. I screwed drill comp up. I screwed my team up. fuck me.

-i'll be just fine pretending im not.
So deep that it didnt even bleed.
So deep that i didnt even scream fuck me.

2006-07-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

tommorow's DRILL COMPETITION.

Hope i dont go blank in the parade square tmr. =X
Cant believe i spent 1 hr 20 mins polishing my stuff, time flies.
Probably the last time i'll be wearing the BB uniform so might as well give it my all.

I guess i roughly have the whole drill movement in my mind now,
if i dont, im screwed. Just pray it stays in my mind.

swedish meatballs are tasty. =D

2006-07-01T08:58:00.000+08:00

Amber Pacific - Poetically Pathetic

This song goes out to all those who havent heard Amber Pacific before =)
The guitar swinging in this vid is not to be missed!

unpredictable

2006-07-01T01:08:00.000+08:00

unpredictable.

2006-06-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

I absolutely hate tuesdays.
The day's so long, night so short. Sigh...
New timetable suck hard man.
Already missed PE this wk and next wk's PE is on youth day. -.-
Havent been exercising regularly, weight's an issue.

Gotta go train my sec one bb juniors drill tmr. Time to vomit blood.
This year's recruitment is shit. Barely the minimum to enter drill competitions.
Worse still, Inter-Uniform Group Drill Competition is just around the corner =|
Time to drill them hard tmr, i need to conserve energy for now =}
6 periods of dnt tmr.

-every road you take i'll miss our yesterday
and everything we know
is gone.

2006-06-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

Ive changed the skin to yet another theme.
This post is gonna be a music review.

So the band im featuring this month is called Amber Pacific.
AND EVERYONE SHOULD BUY THE ALBUM.
^-^

It's really good, it's punk/rock/pop.
The songs in there are loaded with full distortion and overdrive,
not much to the metal side. Perfect for non-metal lovers but craving
for the little excitement in life that would make u move to the beat.
Lyrics are meaningful too.

Tracklisting:
1. Everything We Were Has Come What We Are
2. Poetically Pathetic
3. Gone So Young
4. Save Me From Me
5. Postcards
6. For What It's Worth
7. The Right To Write Me Off
8. The Sky Could Fall Tonight
9. Falling Away
10. Always You (Good Times)
11. If I Fall
12. Can't Hold Back

I havent got to find the album in stores yet, maybe HMV would have it
but bands which are 'unknown' just yet usually cost a bomb. Maybe around
$28 to $36? Well, cheers and good luck in finding the album =|

-this is poetically pathetic.

2006-06-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

For once in a long long time i actually jammed my heart out.

The feeling was good. Although the studio was really pathetic.

But the main point is to have fun!

-Feelings insincere.

drill com

2006-06-20T18:36:00.000+08:00

Yay drill competition is around the corner!
Sigh... the list of commands is DAMN long.
But i will do my best in memorizing them. It's not like everyday u get to command the contingent. =)

Ahh screw the hwks. Looks like this whole week is down.
As much as i hate it, i gotta finish it.

So get back, back, back to where we lasted
Just like I imagine
I could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

-Memory.

2006-06-16T16:23:00.000+08:00

Good news people. IMMA COMPLETE MY ARTIFACT SOON.
Ok, it's just myself. Oh well, nvm.
I am damn disappointed today cos i couldnt complete my artifact and reach my goal.
Mdm Siti rushed us back at 3pm =(
Aiya i just wanna finish and forget all bout it, it's so time consuming.

,,!,,

Caught R.V (Runaway Vacation) yesterday. JoJo was... i wouldnt say really hot but matured.
Man, she's 15 yrs old! Just look at her body stature, so matured. Maybe it's plastic but i doubt so. =D

2006-06-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

GUITAR.
GUITAR.
GUITAR.
MORE GUITARS.

Whew, went to sweelee to get my electric fixed today. AND YES, it's done. The showroom was heaven to me. Simply beau-tiful man. Of course the accessories were eye boggling but kinnda ex too. The multi-effector was at least 1k. But... I GOT MY FIRST PEDAL.

Turbo Distortion by Boss.

Pedal & footswitch. Im so proud of it. =)

2006-06-10T20:39:00.000+08:00

YAHOOOOOOO did up this skin in bout 3 hrs i guess.
Haha hope it looks fine on ur coms.
For IE users, this would look TOTALLY screwed to you cos the codings were according to Mozilla's browser.
The link to mozilla is on the front page.

2006-06-08T12:53:00.000+08:00

Singapore Idol Jasmine Tye Piano Show

CHECK THIS OUT MAN. JASMINE TYE!! EVERYONE SHOULD VOTE FOR HER. SHE'S SO SWEEET AND CUTEEE. At least she dont act like the other contestants. (Excluding Gayle and Rahima.)

2006-06-08T12:51:00.000+08:00

Singapore Idol Jasmine Tye Piano Show

666

2006-06-06T22:45:00.000+08:00

So let's see. Today's 6.6.06 good or bad? Many would know it as the devil's number but the news just reported that the amount of people getting married and babys being borned shot to almost thrice the average. Well, it's considered a good number according to traditional chinese beliefs. "The Omen" opens today, yes 6.6.06 be it coincidental or not.

Ok enough bout 'superstitious-ness'. Finally made some progress on my artifact. It's almost 50% done =X After that went to yoshinoya to eat and then met up with the guys for The Benchwarmers. IT'S A MUST WATCH FOR PEOPLE WHO LOVE TO LAUGH. The show is totally hilarious, maybe Joshua Loi should watch it or maybe he already did? hahaha oh ya, there's lots of gay action in it, so take care dudes. Homos might find those muscle man really attracting =d

Im off to watch the proverbial sunrise.

guit got screwed hard

2006-06-05T21:00:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Somebody savvveeee meeee...... i dont care how you do but just stay, stay. Come on, ive been waiting for you. My guitar got screwed. =( there's no sound coming from the amp... i cant believe it. My Cort M600. Died? well that's an early death.

Anyway. DNT today, slacked alot i guess. Went to laugh at the NPCC cadets at intervals, the sec ones were total geeks. I dont understand wth theyre thinking man, pouring water into the drain trying to wash the maggie mee away instead of picking it up and causing the drain to choke. -.- they would have died if they were BB Boys.

Heaven knows ive fallen for you. my sweet embrace.

FOP

2006-06-04T13:15:00.000+08:00

The long awaited Festival Of Praise held annually in Singapore Sighh.... but wait where's Hillsong, Delirious and Planet Shakers? =(

school 2

2006-06-03T00:27:00.001+08:00

Went to DNT today. Picked up a Sausage MacMuffin on the way to school, thought i was late but Vikram came at 11am LOL! that sleepy ass was late by 2 hrs. Oh well, i think i'll be able to complete the practical workpiece by the end of june. Hopefully. Ended at 3pm but i stayed together with ben, cy and clement till 4.30pm. Ok, instead they were waiting for me HAHHAHA.

I dont think i can look at your face again.
With miles apart, i just hope it gets better
as time begins and i'll be living the dream.

It gets tough but it wont fade,
a thousand lies wont be great.
But i hope it gets better as i pray.

school 2

2006-06-03T00:27:00.000+08:00

SCHOOL.

2006-06-02T00:18:00.000+08:00

Sigh... it's 12.16am and i have nothing to do. So i'll just blog the shit i went through today. Went to sch at 9.30am for dnt uptil 3.30pm, sad life eh? DAMN RIGHT IT'S SAD! Have to go for it tmr again. Im not really done with my workpiece yet, still gotta do some complicated thinking, sometimes my mind just gets blocked.

Paul Twohill and Jonathan Leong got into the next round for SG idol! So predicted though.

XMEN

2006-05-30T22:11:00.000+08:00

YAAAAHOOOOO! had a day out today. Pooled and watched XMEN 3 at marina square, the movie was quite exciting. Plot was a lil messy and stupid. I reckon there will be a sequel after this even though it's called "The Last Stand" as Magneto didnt fully lose his powers and Charles Xavier didnt die. [That's if u were still in the cinema after the credits].

POOL was great but expensive. lol currently it's more of a game of luck than skill but subsequently it wont be. =D I was only legal 8 days ago.

OMG AND GUESS WAD I GOT SCAMMED OFF THE CHEESY DOG AGAIN. 2 bucks for only 1 dog and at GV Tampines it's 2 bucks for 2 dogs. Bloody hell sons of scamming doggots.

Next movie: The Bench Warmers.

last day of sch.

2006-05-27T01:35:00.000+08:00

So today's the last day of school... total slack shit man. Hahaha nothing much happened today. I had to go for the elearning bullshit during spring cleaning today because all the dnt students skipped it during our last paper 2 weeks ago =D

Next movie on my list,

X-MEN 3 : The Last Stand.

followed by none other than SUPERMAN.

Sports day

2006-05-23T20:05:00.000+08:00

What a shagged day. Ok, maybe not as shagged for some other people but for me it was. Went to watch The DaVinvi Code yesterday and it ended around.. 12.30am? i slept at around 1am, woke up with bloodshot eyes and rushed to school. I must say that the show was really good, full of mysteries and puzzles to solve. How did Dan Brown even thought of this plot man? it was just fabulous. But of course it's nothing but a fiction, u choose how u want to interpret it. Shan't be a spoiler here. =d

Hmm.. so about sports day today, total disappointment. Im not sad for not being able to be in the top 3 for Javelin but rather felt kinda sad for my class's 4x100 Boys. Sigh.. disqualified because the judge said that my class cut another class's lane and knocked/blocked the person. -.- It was pathetic. lol the only thing my class won was the high jump event hahaha and it was by frog-style.

Cheer was entertaining and humourous hahaha i cant help but think bout last yr's cheer that we were supposed to participate. CONGRATS to my cousin's class.

Superman returns

2006-05-20T01:19:00.000+08:00

I SO CANT WAIT FOR SUPERMAN RETURNS. The trailer is so hot. Of course Brandon Routh is hot too, so is Tom Welling. All superman actors are all hot la. It's not that im gay or something but go ahead and ask the girls, the one that says theyre ugly is ugly. =D

Actually the role of Superman Returns was supposed to be for Tom Welling of Smallville but he being superstitious rejected the role because all who had taken the role of Superman had a bad ending. Good luck to Brandon Routh.

Click the poster to view the trailer.

Maggie Q from MI3 is just gorgeous. Oh, & she's born on 22nd May.

Yellowcard skin

2006-05-18T17:05:00.000+08:00

Changed my skin again. It's a Yellowcard theme. Haha dont ask me why im keep changing my skins cos... im just too bored at home. Especially when it's a sch holiday and ive got no programmes on, sigh... wanna catch Da Vinci Code asap. I have inspiration for my next blogskin already. It's gonna be The All-American rejects! Just realised i havent done a skin bout them. =D

Holly Wood Died.

screw dnt

2006-05-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

Today had been a total waste of time. Plastics are a waste of time. Screw it, i swear im not gonna be environmental friendly from now on. I cant even remember their proper names. BURN plastics, BURN THEM ALL. I thought my class would be the only class in school tmr, lol turns out to be the Science Kids are accompanying us too. =)

PLASTICS - WANTED.
REWARD: $100000000

1. Polymethyl Methacrylate
2. Polypropylene
3. Polystyrene
4. Polyvinyl Chloride
5. Polyamide
6. Acrylionitrile Butadiene Styrene.
7. Polyethlene
8. Polyester Resin
9. Epoxy Resin
10. Polyuretheane
11. Phenol Formaldehyde
12. Urea Formaldhyde
13. Melamine Formaldhyde

Sucha pain... sucha PAIN. I still have metals and woods left plus gay formulas to memorise. If u guys wanna find out ur stress level, give me a nudge on msn, i'll teach u. Ahh.. heck it, i'll just say it here. It's Force/Area. =D

BAHAHHAHA im going crazy.

Formal Wear

2006-05-13T21:39:00.000+08:00

Today's dresscode for youth service was formal so all of us wore long sleves and leather shoes, was quite cool cos u dont get to wear this all the time, the next time would probably be Prom Nite. lol my feet hurts man, the heels were higher than that of the BB boots aha.

Sermon was bout BGR, lol it was fun cos we had to sign this namecard-like thingy. It was called the True Love Waits Covenant to pledge ourselves from not having bgr at this age. Sighh... true love waits. Here are the responsibilities of each individual.

A Man's Reponsibility: "Be a protector of a girl's heart."

A Lady's Responsibility: "Be a protector of a man's eye."

Just in case u were pondering bout it, being a protector of a man's eye basically means not wearing revealing clothes =D

No School

2006-05-10T01:22:00.000+08:00

The clock is ticking. Wonder why im not in bed? COS I HAVE NO PAPER TMR MAN! bahahaha well... reminiscing bout my sec 2/3 days. Reading each testimonial on friendster carefully and seeing how much everyone had matured just tickles me lol. The best thing so far is the "evolution" of typing from sPeAKinG lYk thISh to speaking like this. It just goes to show how childish and silly we were back then hahaha

Sighh.. memories of my ex crushes are pouring back man. haha i tell myself not to succumb to temptation all these are nothing but an illusion. And it should remain that way. Im on my way to Gayhood. =) LOL.

NOTE: im not geting all emo, im just reminiscing. Friendster do have a purpose afterall. =]

HOOCH

2006-05-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

Im so guilty... =( i didnt study today. Sigh... instead i cleaned up my room, it wasnt condusive enough to really concentrate so i did some shifting of "fengshui" BAHAHAHA. So yea, it's cleaner, less dustier and much more neater and organised.

CHECK OUT MY NEW SOD SKIN MAN. haha ok, isnt really great. =After dusting my room, did another blogskin. lol lost track of time and met up with them gays later. Today's praise and worship session wasnt really great, the songs were foreign to me... haha that's why. Anyway next week's dresscode is 'formal' no jeans allowed. No idea what isit gonna be man, some social gathering or partying? hmm... cant be. Gotta check out that hoodi kid.

Oh and i bought nike worldcup ID bands from 7-11, those inter-linked ones and the quality is worse than those sold at "pasar-malams". Probably they were immitations lol.

Male by birth, Man by choice.
I choose manhood.

Your Gift, Your Curse.

Which soul of destiny are you? (original anime pics )

THE SOUL OF BLIND JUSTICE. YOUR GIFT- virtue- because you believe in everything you fight for you almost always triumph. YOUR CURSE- others need you to lead them, you can never falter. Your battles tend to pit you against the side of good more then youd like.

Mid yrs

2006-05-05T11:58:00.000+08:00

Yo. So it's the exam week, physics and eng paper one was yesterday and SS today. sigh. Looks like mids yrs are gone. Dammit, have lots to catch up. Cant wait for this year to end quickly. Theres so many movies to watch this month but so little time!! I wonder which NC-16 movie i'll be able to watch on the 22nd of may. Oh ya, OFFICIAL pooling here i come. =)

SCGS Concert

2006-04-29T00:51:00.000+08:00

The SCGS choir concert was awesome, the sequence was really well thought and the musical was very comical haha. It was filled with dance, jive and all about having the time of your life. The frst part of the performance was boring but as it went on, it just got livelier and livelier.

The retro section in which the Choir sang & danced songs from the 70s and 80s was just amusing, lol ann was so funny bahahha. And she changed her gender to a guy during the 4th segment (the Musical), LOL. But i couldnt spot her... maybe she was being vertically challeneged. =)

This concert has been one of the best ive been to in quite awhile now. Clap Clap. I couldnt believe that they were actually selling the event schedule at S$2, it's so wrong... Over all, it was just great. Gd luck for tmr's performance =d

Dnt

2006-04-26T18:18:00.000+08:00

Well. This post is to make 'boo' guilty. hahaha =) Ok so maybe some people might have already known that Gifts & Curses aint gonna play for SCGS's Choir concert anymore. Perhaps it was due to the time constraint everyone had, we were informed only 1 week before the concert itself, so naturally we didnt really master the chords. And due to the bloody CLB paper jon and i had on Monday when the choir had a rehearsal at Victoria Concert Hall itself. No technical check was done and the drums were out of place plus it was not tuned.

Sigh... though we really practiced hard, a phone call was all that was needed to crush our debut on stage. Man.. we even skipped recesses, lunch and dinner just to practice at the jamming studio. It was like a second home to us. We bared with the naggings from our parents just to have a say bout how impt this opportunity was to us. But.... it's all gone... gone. Im left with no words.

HAHA it wasnt that bad la, I should thank Mrs Goh (SCGS Choir teacher) for her stand on wanting a band to play for the concert. You see... they had other teachers in the Choir and they werent really for the idea of having a band, so yeah im speechless for that.

Oh i went for dnt today and im about to complete the base of my project. haha it was the first time that the workshop was so lively, the sec 2 classes were there as well. =)

no more concert

2006-04-25T19:26:00.000+08:00

sigh.

SCGS

2006-04-23T00:07:00.000+08:00

Tired tired tired. Never knew playing guitar was physically demanding. Sigh... anyways went to SCGS (Singapore Chinese Girl's School) today as a band for their choir's musical accompaniment. Wow. That school sure is big, probably twice of St Hilda's. What can i say? it's a known and prestigious school.

Practice was tiring, imagine standing for 2 hours or probably 3 all the way practicing the guit. And we were not used to those songs and chords so we were picking up a little slower... The songs were all from the 80s! Songs by ABBA, Beatles and Supremes. I was wondering how come there werent any beegees songs since it was a retro performance. Stayin alive and Saturday night fever would've fit in just great.

Haha, after the lonnnggggg practice, we went to eat at orchard, i was totally shagged.

And now for the 'good news', im afraid that jonathan and i will not be able to attend the full dress rehearsal at Victoria Concert Hall on monday due to the f-ed up CLB exam after sch, from 2.30pm to 5pm. Otherwise we could've left school at 12pm just to prepare for The Big Thing. =)

You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.

In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.

The Birth Order Predictor

say gdnight

2006-04-19T21:38:00.000+08:00

Yo to the people reading my blog. My life is full of entertainment, funny people and interesting stories but this is not gonna be a blog entry bout my life.

The Click Five

"Say Goodnight"

Our seperation has it's faults
But I don't wanna leave it all
So write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think
And I just need some time to breathe
Baby just say goodnight

I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight
We're in a spell that never ends

The empty hourglass wore me thin
So let the phone do it's work
Your voice is heaven
But it hurts
Your words are memories
But they burn
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow

Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight
Baby don't say goodbye
Baby just close your eyes

And dream,tomorrow's on it's way
So just walk away
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay

There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight
Baby just say goodnight

Jammed hotel california

2006-04-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

Ok, im yet again reduced to blogging. Sigh... my parents were complaining bout me playing games this afternoon again, they just had to stand behind me and started preaching, fuck i hate it when something like a fly come buzzing around my ears, it's painful. Then jon msged me bout jamming today and i quickly grabbed my guit and got out of the house asap, every minute in that house could drive me into a rage.

Seriously i feel like driving my fist into the door of my cupboard. The pain is nothing compared to the pain i have in my mind when my parents come nagging.
Enough bout these cheap talk bout parents.

On to jamming. Jam session was great, we played a little of "Just The Girl" by The Click Five and then started wacking around for awhile. We then came to a conclusion, "Hotel California" by The Eagles. Hmm... just after one round of it, the owner of the jamming studio came in and played the drums for hotel california and the guitarist from his band played the bass for us. So it was down to jon and me on the guits, man the drums was good. Though there werent any guitar solos, it went well. =) After that the owner invited his business partner in to view how we played, for the first time we had audiences. lol.

We're gonna gig soon.

Enrolment service.

2006-04-08T11:03:00.000+08:00

New skin. Doesnt look really great, anyway today is Enrolment Service, the last day of my BB life. =)

Enrolment Service was a total waste of time. Maybe not... because of my 100% Plague aha. I was told that im promoted "on paper" so i would get the cca points of a SSG.

But it didnt really matter much because i aint going JC for nuts. Though after the ceremony, we entered church for praise & worship, i was then enlightened. BB isnt about the promotion. Promotion is nothing but an incentive to drive the boys towards leadership roles. Each stripe means a greater power and with great power comes great resposibility. What matters most is the great relationship we cultivated over the many years and the many obstacles we went through together, as a Council.

I hereby want to thank all my fellow NCO Council 2005 members/peers for everything that u have given me, you guys were the colours of my grayscale life.

dont this sound like a deathnote? lol.

NYAA Silver.

2006-04-04T21:06:00.000+08:00

The day has come. 4th April 2006 is the day of the NYAA (National Youth Achievement Award) prize presentation ceremony. The activities required to be eligible for the NYAA was clogged under BB so therefore we had to collect our cert in our BB uniform, it was gross. Whahaha finally after so many weeks of being jealous bout the netballers and volleyballers, WE the bb boys of singapore pledge ourselves as one united.. opps. Back to topic, we got to leave EARLY.

The whole auditorium was filled with youths around our age and some older, JCs, Polys, ITEs mostly of which came in their school uniform and school blazer. Frankly anyone would rather be in a blazer than BB full u. Well... got to shake hands with a Minister, i cant even remember who he was, where he came from and what he does.

PS: my cam sucks.

Impressions

2006-04-01T12:07:00.000+08:00

Whew... yesterday was impressions 8. Indeed it was a great performance put up by SHSS's Wind Orchestra. We went in a huge group of 11 people lol the whole train was like staring at us, clad in long sleeves and all. Unfortunately no pics were taken =( only 1 by Mr Justin Law. It was sad la, it's harder to get a big group to take a pic than a smaller one, so.. yea.

After that we went down to Bedok to eat. Saw ver and gang. Surprisingly the macs there was packed even at 11+pm. Lucky me, i caught the last train home around 1130 to 11.45. Then saw the councilors in the train, that's all for yesterday. Really tired though.

made my mind.

2006-03-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

My results are shit. I failed. I was thinking to myself, failing at this point in time means something really really bad but i cant find an answer to the F9s. Did i not work hard enough? Did i not plan my studying hours? Cant concentrate? Lack of motivation? Am i plain lazy? Being tempted by this box infront of me? Which isit? Or probably all?

There are so many answers. Time is passing as i type, every second is a step closer to the o level. I know what i must do but i cant seem to execute them. I lack the will power to do this, i need a source, a light. But the tunnel is neverending. I cant wait for this torture of thought to end, the day i sigh a relief. Maybe im not the type that's into studying. Frankly speaking, i hate looking at books, i get sleepy after browsing it. Fuck school. I must tell myself i love it.

I love school. Tell the world im gonna make it.

Promise.

2006-03-19T15:42:00.000+08:00

What would you say if i asked you not to go,
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

And the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

I feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

I never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me

I feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

fuck today. everyone seems so indecisive.

BACK FROM CAMP.

2006-03-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

4 Days have passed, Company Training Camp is over, much has been seen & aching has taken it's toll. It was totally exhausting even though we were trainers, i dont know why but i felt being a trainee last year was much more "Alive".

But given this chance of leading and training the boys is something really enriching, it's like flashing back to the day we were trainees of the Company Training Camp. The sec ones were interesting, especially the way they slept. One kid slept with his hands in his shorts at his birdy lol. Entertaining.

Hahha i was given the task of being NCO Trainer of the Leadership Training Camp (LTC - Sec 2 Boys). I must say we really gave it to them, countless push ups, unreasonable timings and purposely making them late. We pushed them to The Edge. People usually display their true colours during the phase of being stressed and being pushed to their limits, that is when we witness a true leader or a shitbag.

Back to the camp, we had inspection on the first day of camp, tent pitching, thereafter the boys set off for their expedition. Many of them enjoyed expedition, i too missed being on expeditions, it's fun walking long distances and talking rubbish all the way that would in the end be the source that keeps us awake.

The most meaningful thing we had on the 2nd day was the movie that Pastor Aaron showed us, it was titled The Climb. It was a movie about 2 climbers which 1 sacrificed himself for his partner and there were a whole lot of chirstian values taught, im lazy to review bout the movie lol, u can just google it if ur'e interested. =)

Third Day. We had a combined Youth Service with the youths of CCR, praise and worship was great but preaching was a little sleepy lol. Oh ya, boo complained bout the room being stinky though i could smell nth lol maybe it's just the smell of our BB Full Uniform being worn for 2 days and counting with the stench of sweat and all. hahahha TOO BAD for u.

Fourth day, it's the last day of camp!! and my legs never felt so weak before. My legs could bearly support my body, it was aching at the joints and muscles, basically all over up till the hips. And i had only 4 hrs of sleep. The last event of today was the Awards Presentaion, all trainees were presented with a certificate of completion by the repective camp OC. While trainers were given a cert of appreciation. After all was over, we falled in at the parade square and BERSU-RAI. CAMP WAS OVER!

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Bus-tard people.

2006-03-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

Im quite pissed over an issue that's why im blogging bout it and letting the world know or else doing something more constructive like playing a game or something would be beneficial.

It's neither a school issue nor an affair of the heart issue but a courtesy issue. FUCK those kia-su people that loves to squeeze while boarding buses or MRTs, seriously why squeeze? It's a brainless act. Oh something even worse, those that cut ur queue right infront of ur eyes. WTF?! do they even have the tiny weeny bit or pathetic consience?

Why the hell do they do that? Majority are the older generation of people but even though they're not that well educated, im sure they would have morality in them to think before cutting the queue right infront of ur eyes. About the mrt, i detest those creatures that block the path for the arriving passengers, the sticker on the mrt window already indicated "Allow passengers to alight first". ARE THEY FUCKING BLIND? -.- Even if they want to be kia-su, blocking the exit wont do both any good anyway.

They are officially labeled, bus-tards.

I'll be gone on friday and back on monday. CTC 2006.

2006-03-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

My com is back in action. But i seriously think the com guy conned me. It's still screwed up as ever. Nvm bout that, im gonna reformat it after the o's when im bloody free smacking flies and mosquitoes in my room. =)

Ok. i failed my science. It was expected but not to the extreme of getting a single digit. But i was amazed that my chem was 1 mark higher than my physics.

Went to Wheelock Place yesterday to use this Borders voucher, bought 2 cds with it.
Yellowcard - Lights & Sounds.
Five For Fighting - The battle for everything.

A music review bout Yellowcard's new album, it isnt all great and nice, in my opinion it would score a 2/5. Ocean Avenue was a whole lot better, trust me.

I'll be gone on friday and back on monday. BB Company Training Camp!! I CANT WAIT MAN. NEVER FELT SO EXCITED BEFORE.

Com Service

2006-02-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

I'm really bored that's why im reduced to blogging. lol it's always my last resort. I guess my blog will never be famous. Anyways i've just finished my eng speeh writing hwk that k gave us. Hmm... doesnt look as bad as the one i wrote bout
"The Sweetest Moment". LOL i totally screwed that compo up. 14/30, pathetic bullshit.

Went to simlim square this afternoon to get the son of a bitch com flooded with viruses fix. The com guy said it had to be serviced for the next 2 days. That means no more songs for 2 days, no more gaming for 2 days, no more digital imaging for 2 days. SCREW IT. But i hope it's worth waiting for, FUCK OFF VIRUSES. I hope Bitdefender would save my com after the servicing.

After simlim, went down to carrefour with my parents. To my bloody surprise i saw Mrs Peh and her husband, ha she was shocked to see me i guess, cos she didnt bother to say hi and i too didnt give a shit bout it.

I think that's all about it, im currently using a laptop that runs on a Pentium 4 1.8ghz 256 RAM. LAGSHIT.

Learning journey.

2006-02-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

1 word for Learning Journey today, fiasco. It spoils the name "Learning Journey", seriously... there was nothing there to learn at all.

Totally fucked up excursion. I went to school looking on the bright side that i would at least take a few pathetic pointers home and view Mr Lim Bo Seng's grave but screw it. SCREW-IT. Bloody hell the bus stopped us at the other side of MacRitchie and we had to walk 5 km to the Tree Top bullshit.

I think the bus uncle must've been really smart by doing that. And it wasnt a paved walk way, we had to go through the nature reserve all the rocks were pain in the ass. I can gladly say that i DID NOT come prepared to go through this at all, all i expected was to go there, walk the damn bridge and go back to sch. Nice and easy.

BUT HELL NO. My legs are aching because of those fucking rocks, i sweat like fuck and i stink like fuck.

This is the unsensored version.

Vintage.

2006-02-20T17:23:00.000+08:00

Im finally done with this new skin. And tmr is learning journey!! Im happy cos we wont be having 2 HOURS of math. And pissed cos we're going to MacRitchie reservior for the treetop walk -.- seriously, wad would we even learn there? Monkeys? Flowers? Insects? so lame.

Oh i forgot, i think Mr Lim Bo Seng's grave or memorial is at MacRitchie. Finally a reason why we should all go there for Learning Journey.

V-Day

2006-02-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

It's valentine's day and im all alone blogging, im weeping as i type, every letter typed is like a drop of tear in the ocean....

LOL. DONT BE FOOLED MY FRIEND, IM HAPPY. I have never thought of valentine's day to be a day for lovers, to me it has always been Friendship Day. So here i am, thank you pals/buddies/budlets for ur greetings. Even a small note of expression will be pasted up in the walls of my room. =)

Column Of Fame.

Sue Ann- Thanks for the strawberry chocs, it's pink, not red ahaha.

Verena- Thanks for the note on how many drinks i owe u and the big loli hahha, im not gonna eat it, cant bear to see it go. It will be on my shelf until the day it melts or infested with ants.

Aaron- Thanks for the poetic 'scroll' lol. It was meaningful, havent tried the chocs u gave me, it melted so it had to go into the fridge. ^-^

Nicole- Thanks for the photo cum note. (PS: I didnt look good in that photo, it's ur camera!! haha jk.)

Dinisha- lol. Ur gift was a joke. Royalty Publications? More like D-Joke Productions, whatever it is, it will still go bankrupt. haha anyway thanks for the chocs.

Jihan- Ur note was very 'encouraging' lol. Btw the heart with glitters dirtied my whole bag man.

Allan- Ur cookies looked weird. HAHHAHAHHA But i saw how hard u tried yesterday and i think i made the right choice by not trying it today =) LOL.

Study Sunday

2006-02-12T21:52:00.000+08:00

Yet another tiring sunday. Tuition was at 9am to 11am. It was brain consuming but i pulled through. And after that met up with ann hin & dinisha for group study, kangwei came later as he had lunch gathering. Studied in starbucks at marine parade library from 1pm+ to 4.30pm. I swear that was yet the longest study time i had in my life lol.

After that we went to parkway to walk about. It was aimless.

At 6pm, all of us left parkway, headed back to tampines with kangwei. We did some neccessary shopping there and i better remember to collect something from TM tmr.

Joke of the day by Marcus: Which part of your body do a mouse love? [Give up? Scroll down for the ans.]

Ans: 'Lao Shu Ai Da Mi' (Lao Shu Ai Tummy)

Tuesdays Suck

2006-02-07T16:37:00.000+08:00

Tuesdays are painful. Let me repeat, TUESDAYS ARE PAINFUL. Screw it man, I hate tuesdays with 'lifeskills'.

The school is a liar. Bloody school, how the fuck did LIFESKILLS become Mr Ng's MATHS LESSON? WTH. Ok, even if lifeskills did became math, it wouldnt be that bad if the next 2 periods weren't MATH AGAIN. Confusing eh? ok let's cut the bull short. We had 4 periods of math straight.

Everyone was nodding off. The class was practically dead. I know it's the big O shit this year but hey we need a rest too. Come on, let us off with 4 periods of the same subject.

Joke of the day: Which part of your body looks like Mickey Mouse? [Give up? Scroll down for the ans.]

Ans: This Knee. (Disney)

Fearless

2006-02-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

FEARLESS

Everyone should just watch this movie and get high with WuShu. The fighting and styles are beyond description. Simply perfect. Though the plot is quite predictable, the money u pay for this movie is to understand the values of WuShu (Chinese Fighting). Honour & Pride. Not about getting famous and bringing the family's name to high heights. A deep meaning into the history of Wushu. In this movie, Jet Li is... Huo Yuan Jia.

huohuohuohuo huohuohuohuo

CNY rehearsal 2

2006-01-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

Yessa! it's the cny full-dress rehearsal today. It was definitely the best among all the other rehearsals. Though the vocalist is still a lil screwed up, everything went on fine. Except for the fact that all participants are needed to sing the 2 chinese new year songs together with the teachers for the finale. It sucks. Im prepared to shout "49!" after the finale. lol. Here are some band pics to satisfy ur hunger. LOL. The band's 1st debut on stage.

CNY rehearsal.

2006-01-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

Rehearsal was alright, wasn't sucha fiasco compared to the last, although malcolm's voice was "muffled" and the teachers barely heard an English word. One thing's for sure, Malcolm CANT sing pop/rock songs for nuts.
Sigh... we didn't have a choice. He was the only one that dared to sing infront of large crowds, so be it.

Some contestants were not bad, they had the voice but stood there rooted to the ground, no swaying, no nothing. Btw no offence to anyone. Im not propagandizing my band or any sort cos my band isn't the best around but it would be way too boring if no gesticulations are made. Those people should really work on their actions to make their performance a success.

I too take my hats off those who will be performing solo, one word for them, "Guts." Although some may not perform up to standard, they had the guts to actually come forward to perform a solo item. See you on performance day.

gay ass band

2006-01-20T15:56:00.000+08:00

today was a fun day. auditions were fun, jamming was even better.

Rejected Prophecies

2006-01-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

If u've seen and heard bout The Band of Brothers, stay tuned for The Band of BB Boys. Cute isnt it? Jk.

We've formed a band, currently called The Rejected Prophecies. Hmm... as far as i know, it's not confirmed yet. We have yet to let all the band members know. It is still subjected to change.

Band Members

1. Malcolm [Lead Vocals.]
2. Jun Hao [Guitars/Backup Voc.]
3. Christopher [Guitars/Backup Voc.]
4. Gabriel [Bass Guitars.]
5. Agus [Drums]

our first gig shit will be for the CNY Celebration in school. 27th January 2006.
see you there.

Spam

2006-01-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

im no spammer.

i hope the person that accused me of being a spammer reads this. I took the time to look up the meaning of "Spam" Courtesies to dictionary.com

tr.v. spammed, spam·ming, spams
1. To send unsolicited e-mail to.
2. To send (a message) indiscriminately to multiple mailing lists, individuals, or newsgroups.

Pls remember this. U might come across it in ur comprehension test. But i prognosticate that u'll still get the meaning wrong. (PS: the bold words.)

4 post on a tagboard non-consecutively = spamming? Then what happened to english tuitions? -.-

Schooled.

January Promotion

2006-01-12T17:49:00.000+08:00

Today is BB day. Yet another special day worth to blog about. Well... the bloody rain was against us so we couldnt do the march - in. Sigh, it would have been magnificent, i mean it's BB u know. Ok, after all the bullshit speeches, cums the exciting part.

P R O M O T I O N.

This was the time every SGT was waiting for. Just who the hell are the 7 SGTs that are gonna be promoted to SSG? i bet that filled every dick's head. Ok, so the names were read. From the rank of SGT to SSG, SGT Calvin Chang!! From the rank of SGT to SSG, SGT Gabriel Heng!! From the rank of SGT to SSG, SGT Shaun Chia!! and WTF from the rank of SSG to WO, SSG Samuel Tan!! WTFBBQ From the rank of SSG to WO, SSG Benjamin Lee!!

u might not understand this. i dont blame u. it's BB ethics.

If i remember correctly... our chairman, Samuel Tan told us there would be 7 SSG promotions. But it became 5 instead. How sad is this. And it even had 2 WO promotions in it. All of us were shocked, dumbfounded, rooted to the ground. JK, wasnt that bad. But i found Mr Alex Wong's msg very entertaining yet motivating. He told those who didnt get promoted to be even MORE motivated, err... someone pls tell me wad's wrong here. I mean, how can one be motivated when ure disappointed? We're not filled with anger or fury, just disappointment. But nevertheless, when discouraged, i must not lose faith, feeling down, jesus is always there to help. When everything is out of place, i no mood "Zhou Kang Kuey", I must listen to wad my officers sayyyyyy.

So let's all be motivated, even though disappointed. =)

My Chairman cheated my feelings. -sobs- -weeps-

Happy birthday Boy's Brigade.

2006-01-07T14:25:00.000+08:00

Inspire One. And one would do the same.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us, it is in everyone.

And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Being motivated is one step to success. Execution of action after motivation is the step to success.

Jun hao's song

2006-01-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

JunZ.'s Song.

Joonie kick started his career
One Summertime in May
A shitty band with friends from school
But only he could really play
The moment that he took the stage
The fans were blown away
I always knew that he'd go far
I'm glad I lived to see the day

Joonie's got twenty-seven kids but he
Doesn't know
Shames he'll never be around to
See them grow
Said he screwed a different girl
After every show
But he's always way too gone
To remember though
So Joonie doesn't know

At 3a.m, it's getting late
The after party's closed
But everybody follow's Joonie
They just won't leave him alone
Calls seven girls to his hotel room
Takes off all their clothes
Some people say he had it easy
But that is just the way it goes

Joonie's got twenty-seven kids but he
Doesn't know
Shames he'll never be around to
See them grow
Said he screwed a different girl
After every show
But he's always way too gone
To remember though
So Joonie doesn't know

He's in deep and there's a reason
He's all alone and he can't change
Like the season's
They come and they go

To all the kids who don't look
Like your Mum and Dad
Don't freak out, don't you let
It make you mad
As long as they both love you then
You should be glad
Just think about the little problem
Joonie had

Joonie's got twenty-seven kids but he
Doesn't know
Shames he'll never be around to
See them grow
Said he screwed a different girl
After every show
But he's always way too gone
To remember though
So Joonie doesn't know

Joonie's got twenty-seven kids but he
Doesn't know
Shames he'll never be around to
See them grow
Said he screwed a different girl
After every show
But he's always way too gone
To remember though
So Joonie doesn't know

Joonie was a name Ver called me. And it rhymed in this song =)
This song is a joke.

Countdown 2006

2005-12-31T01:00:00.000+08:00

With regards to today being the last day of 2005, i shall blog again. Why do ppl our age start clubbing? Partying? We are only 15 this year and already doing 18 yr old stuff. Sneaking into pubs, having VIP passes and what so ever.

Why. Why is this so? Are these ppl trying to prove something? Some could even give up their studies, club all day, shop and claim to be a socialite.

To me, these ppl are just faggots wasting their lives away.

At this age we should be focusing on our studies like what every parent has been nagging away since the day we stepped into the "Program". Yes, the educational program. 11 years in the program and u leave it with something that determines your future. The O Level Certificate.

Ever wondered why a piece of tree pulp could mould or break your future? Beats me. I dont know and dont wanna know.

Enough of these future bullshit, let's get the party started. Party On! Singapore, here we come. =) Isnt this ironic? I bet it is. More details below.

Party On! Singapore

This year's "Party On! Singapore, A Night With The Stars" countdown party promises to be an exciting event.

We will be featuring tribute artistes performing the hits of Britney Spears, Elton John, Gwen Stefani, Cliff Richard, Freddie Mercury, S.H.E. and Anita Mui.

Former WRKZ's music director, Jason Chow will be master DJ for the night.
Combining exceptional music performances, special lighting effects, pyrotechnics and balloo drops, "Party On! Singapore" will definitely be loads of fun and excitement. It only happens at Downtown East.

Emcees

Seeing how they did such a wonderful job last year, we are featuring once again our very own Glenn Koh to renew his onstage chemistry with his lovely co-host Wendy Tseng.

Party On! Information

Dates: 31 December 2005 - 01 January 2006
Time: 9.00pm till late
Venue: D'Marquee @ Downtown East (Free admission)

Merry Christmas

2005-12-25T01:10:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas ppl. To those who are still dreaming bout santa coming to town, it's too late, he wont. Everything bout santa sucks except the fairytale that grunts well behaved children their wishes. Well, only dumbos believe that. He has sucha ugly outfit, fat and obese, plus he doesnt shave his beard. He's deffinitely not sociable as he only cums once a year.

Current Number Of Greetings Recieved: 5 via sms. none via msn or email. 1 via post.

To the 6 ppl, thank you and feliz navidad!

Current Number Of Greetings Sent: 0.

Im sorry but i was busing MUing. Better start sending now =)

The king is born. 25th December. 2005 years ago. Hail the honourable date.

marathon expo

2005-12-06T00:21:00.000+08:00

I haven't heard much blogging from myself, so this might be a special day. Im gonna blog about the Standard Chartered Marathon Expo 2005 that i worked from the 28 Nov to 3rd Dec. It's gonna be a short one, so dont fret.

It was fun. =) I did 2 and a half days of ushering and am now a certified usher. We are the Adidas frenzies.

Give me ur feedback about my short entry for today, was it cool? btw im kidding bout the certified usher part, i do not have a diploma in ushering.

Seacrest, Out.

New nav bar added

2005-11-27T12:14:00.000+08:00

Hows the new nav bar?

Games Day

2005-11-19T23:05:00.000+08:00

Btw im supposed to blog bout the Sec One Games Day that i planned today but im really tired so... perhaps next time. Just a few words to summarise, "Wasn't that screwed up."

I vowed to make this event a success no matter wad it took because some people threatened to call off the event yesterday and yes, my efforts were paid off quite fairly. Thanks Samuel.

I love BB. BB is my life. I have a life and that's BB. =) Who agrees? Give me a smile on my tagboard.

welcome to wherever u are

2005-11-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

Welcome to wherever u are. This is ur life. U've made it this far.

I love BB. BB is my life. I have a life and that's BB. =)
Who agrees? Send me a smile on my tagboard ^-^<

Alright man.

2005-11-09T14:46:00.000+08:00

New blogskin.

November's Chopin

2005-11-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

November's Chopin! YES! November's gonna be a tight scheduled month, with all the deadlines of projects and assignments, could hardy take a breather. Nevertheless, u could expect Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire to be a blast! I CANT WAIT. Hermoine Granger looks so hot now man. Whew...

And YES. Jay Chou's 6th album would be released THIS MONTH. A sneak peak into what u would hear and see in his latest single, Ye Qu. Also known as Chopin's Nocturne. The beginning of this song sounds alot like Piao Yi so... it's really hard to catch what he's singing. Probably the only part you could figure out some words would be at the chorus.

Leaving 2005

2005-10-26T23:21:00.000+08:00

Leaving Year 2005 as it may seem is just 2 months down the long winding route. But at the end of this route there lies a junction, the green light and the U-turn. What decides your fate on this? Your end year results. I presume my fate would be that of the U-turn journey which would either bloom along the extra one year of u-turn or shatter within.

Although I might have seen this coming right at my face, i find it really difficult to actually face the black and white print that would be printed on my report book. Many questions are flooding my mind at this very moment of nervousness, anxiety, disappointment and fear.

Questions like... "Will this second chance make me or break me because of the failure i had?" "Will the people eventually forget bout the retainees?" "Will discrimination among us and the current sec 2s occur?" "Will we ever be left out?" If all these were to come true, i won't be able to go on with the cheerful & lively life I had. There are altogether 2 things I'll have to let go if retaining is my fate.

1. The pain of losing my pals, buds and the people that have been there for me throughout the 1990/89 batch.
2. The one that I've brought nothing but trouble to.

All these wouldn't be happening if I had studied hard and heeded the advice of many. So to u'all out there and those who are taking the O's next year, I'm a living example. Study hard, don't disappoint the people around you and most importantly, don't disappoint urself.

2005-10-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

The All-American Rejects - Dance Inside

You dont have to move, you don't have to speak
lips for biting.
you're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
eyes for striking
now im twisted up when i'm twisting with you
brush so lightly
and time trickles down, and i'm breathing for two
squeeze so tightly.
i'll be fine, you'll be fine.
this moment seems so long
don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song

CHORUS
what makes the one to shake you down?
each touch belongs to each new sound
say now you want to shake me too
move down to me, slip into you

she sinks in my mind as she sheds through her skin
touch sight taste like fire
hands do now what eyes no longer defend
hands to fuel desire
i'll be fine, you'll be fine
this moment seems so long
don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song

CHORUS

Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah
Ooo, ah (x 2)

and i'll be fine, you'll be fine
is this fine? im not fine
give me pieces, give me things to stay awake

CHORUS x2

Exams sucks.

2005-10-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

Seems like the EOYs are 3/4 done but anyway who agrees examinations should be abolished? I definitely AGREE!! I dont agree for nothing ok, here are some reasons,

Examinations test only a limited range of skills. They favour people who have a good memory & good "exam techniques" even though they may not be very original or imaginative.
Examinations depress students and deaden their initiative. The teachers too, becom less creative as they are forced to "teach for the exams."
Examinations are set as if all children have reached the same mental level at the same age. Also girls thend to mature earlier than boys.
Examinations encourage competition and favour academically gifted students, while the less able get neglected.

take a sec to think about it man.

Ban-Kai. Tensa Zangetsu.

2005-09-30T21:55:00.000+08:00

It's the end of september 30.09.05 and it's 2 days to our first EOY paper. There isnt much time left, perhaps no time at all. Time is against me, it's against every student out there. The rush of the EOYs made me realise how time really flies and how very important Time Management is. No time to sleep. No time to rest. Wake up now, for september has ended.

Before zooming off to ur muggerd life, read the extract below, know your strength and go for it!! Good luck for the EOYs!

Do u remember the time u first learned how to walk? If u dont, then you dont consciously know how to do it. If so, how are u still able to walk?

Every person knows how to walk after being borned.
Just like birds knowing how to fly, just like fishes knowing how to swim. It's instinct!

Because they instinctively know their strength, they wont think twice before trying to acquire that strength when the time comes.

Rachel Stevens. This is what i call extreme beauty.

2005-09-28T23:18:00.000+08:00

The Veronicas
- 4ever

Here we are so what you gonna do
Do I gotta spell it out for you
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don’t really care

Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock on time to rest
Let them say what their gonna say
But tonight I just don’t really care

Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever

Ive seen it all I’ve got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me lets leave it all behind tonight
Like me just don’t care

Let me take you on the ride of your life
That’s what I said alright
They can say what they wanna say
cuz tonight I just don’t even care

Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do

You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever

Lets pretend your mine
We could just pretend, we could just pretend, yeah yeah
You got what I like
You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh come on
Just one taste and you’ll want more
So tell me what your waiting for

Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you

Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Come on baby we aint gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know I wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
With you
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever

Time heals?

2005-09-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

Been wondering about some realli weird stuff, "Can time heal?" or the scars last permanently? Isit a very difficult thing to forgive and forget? Make peace? Be nice to everyone and everyone be nice to u. You could say life is unfair & u dont realli get what you give but in life there's always a winner and a loser, never an equalizer. So... understand the situation, try to give in a little. Solve it. Rather than leaving that permanent scar in ur heart.

Nothing about pride but about character. =)

RELIENT K.

2005-09-24T12:30:00.000+08:00

RELIENT K.

- Who I am hates who I've been.

I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won't take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

These are the lyrics for a changed person. =)

MUGGED

2005-09-21T18:37:00.000+08:00

been mugging for the past few days. Intend to live life this way until the end of the upcommin EOY. It seems lifeless and stupid but i MUST pass my sec 3.

pizza-boo-shit.

2005-09-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

I shall blog on that "feast" we had on saturday, what can i say? It's downright stupid. 207 bucks worth of food went to the WHOLE company instead of the Council itself. 18 boxes of pizza meant for debrief were all gone.

Thanks to Chek Ann who suggested "sharing" the pizza with the whole of the company. And thanks to Mr Wong who initiated the "sharing" campaign.

It was really dumb la, 2 boxes for each squad, 8 slices in one box. So the max a person could have eaten was 2. Luckily my squad's attendance for that day was 8. Imagine what would have happened if i had a full strength on that fateful day -.-

Studiedd

2005-09-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

studied today with tim, cheng yong and jon and mr ng came to talk to us about some tips and tricks about math, and yes i benefitted from it lol. That's all, nothing much to say la. All i care is tmr's PIZZA, quite long didnt eat already. =)

NEW PARKOUR SKIN

2005-09-13T20:51:00.000+08:00

hey hey, got myself a new "PK" skin, hope you guys like it, cos.. i DO. =)

Life, wad's the worth?

2005-09-11T23:32:00.000+08:00

Today just isn't right. First I had math tuition and it sucked. My tuition teacher gave me a past year end of year exam mock test and i didnt noe how to do soooooo many questions. Ive realised there are lots to math that i haven understood yet. Passing the common test was on a "pure luck" basis. Sigh. Math is a headache, trigo is the biggest headache. After tuition my parents and i headed down to Parkway and lunch sucked too. The foodcourt was bloody packed so walked to delifrance instead. Since when did delifrance became a restaurant? I have always thought of it as a caffe or something. Nvm, so i ordered a creamy mushroom pasta, cant realli remember wad was it. THEN it was sold out. -.- and i changed it to a bolognaise, it just tasted so normal, the usual western food stall standard -.- Dun wish to blog further, im tired, bye.

Today, yesterday.

2005-09-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

Whoa. Went jamming yesterday, it felt realli great. It was months ago that i actually jammed -.- sigh. I totally just wacked the drums man and it was realli not bad after all, we sort of er... composed a song.

Yeah haha, lyrics not finalised yet... we just did our thing and jon came up with lyrics. What can i say man? He's the man. LOL.

One more thing, im beginning to love "The All American Rejects" again man. Gonna get their new album soon. =D

The All-American Rejects: The Last Song

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope,
that you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song.

7 sept boring wed.

2005-09-07T17:10:00.000+08:00

First thing first, i changed my skin!! hahaa nice isnt it? JOI CHUA!! man, fallin in love with her already, i guess it's another infatuation after all. sigh. -.-

Holiday's just suck man. It's so bloody boring, my mum grounded me and even if i were'nt grounded, i probably didnt noe where to go. Anyway i tried out something new today, i called Macdonald Delivery for lunch ahahha thanks to ver. Well... tat operator told me that it would take about 75mins for my mcspicy double meal to arrive but in the end it onli took about... 30mins?